Sometimes

Sat, 25 May 2013 16:39:08 -0400

Sometimes
I feel like I am living in a deep hole
Dark and wet and making me ill
I try to get out but every time I step on the ladder, it falls
With me on it
Back in the hole
And with every time I hit the bottom of the hole when falling, it gets deeper and deeper
Until I can’t see daylight anymore
I don’t want to get there
So the only thing that could save me
“Save me”
That thing is to commit suicide and like an angle fly up
Upwards
Out of the hole
Away from the world
Upwards to heaven
Where I can be released from my pain
But that’s not yet
Until now I’ve only thought about it
Sometimes

Naamloos

Sometimes